Unhidden Mods and Rambling You Probably Don’t Care About
March 11, 2018
As the title says, all my mods have been unhidden on Nexus.
I’m still getting PM’s asking where they all went, and I figured, in the end, it doesn’t matter what theatrics my brain is putting me through. If I can help make someone’s game, or even day, better, that’s what’s important.
I feel like an ass over all this. I’m embarrassed. Like, who does this? The only people I can think of are young people who can’t handle getting called out on shit. Nothing like that happened. My brain just cracked a bit more. You’d think the embarrassment would be the other way but the people who do the tantrum thing are kind of incapable…that’s why they throw tantrums lol
Even so, I’m sorry if I caused anyone inconvenience.
I’m still not out of the woods. The past two days have been extremely dark, and while the fact that I’ve woken up, had no trouble taking the dog out, fed the cats, and made my tea, after the other day I’m not taking that alone as a sign of anything other than a small burst of endorphins or whatever. My inbox on Nexus is still very full (as in the old limit kind of full lol), and the overwhelming nature of it is still unreasonably oppressive, so that could, and probably is, a sign.
In any case, I’m going to continue to cocoon for a while. I know I laid out a schedule, but it obviously didn’t happen, and I’m not going to say when it will. My next mod will go up on Nexus, and I will let y’all know.