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Rei and Sabrael (SFW images)

So there were a few pics left out of my last mod mostly because they didn’t show anything pertinent. It seems like I can’t even post normal clothes without the hatebro brigade coming out. In a day I’ve have the word “trap” used in a detrimental way, and if you look now at the top you’ll see someone who’s excited for when my mod becomes “less gay” because he’s tired of “feminized male clothes”I deleted it finally because what the hell am I accomplishing.

Trigger Warning: Talking briefly ’bout a friend’s suicide


About two years ago a friend (and I’m going to say it this way because it hits me this hard every day) blew her brains out. She was a transwoman, and we all thought she was doing well. She passed very well, and she had a nice job and…well…You can have all the nice things in the world, but if you’re not happy on the inside, then, what is there to do?

So it really fucking tears me up when someone says “TRAP!” or when someone talks about the gender of clothing.  Or rather, the ACTIVE genderizing of clothing. Like we woman are purposely “feminizing” men’s clothing. I don’t even.

I can’t even.

So here’s Rei and Sabrael being sweet. I don’t guess it’s particularly respectful or meaningful, but I like them. I’m going to bed for a long, long while.

0 Comments

  • syl

    I am sorry ppl are being shit.

    I have a friend in similar circumstances who I am deeply worried for as well, and I can't imagine your loss.

  • RefurbMadness

    I'm sorry to hear that, I hope my venting didn't add to anything. I hope your friend will be okay. I know you'll help them as best as you can.

    You're good people, in case you didn't know.

  • jumarbye 1

    These are extremely sweet pics, Furb 🙂

    On another note, wtf is wrong with people – can't they keep their opinions to themselves? I always thought if you don't like a mod, move on. What's the point of sharing a negative opinion? If a person doesn't like a mod or an image, then it's not for them and they should go look for something more to their taste. Sheesh.

    And I'm sorry about your friend. Even though it's been two years, you can't just get over something like that quickly.

    Get some rest and comfort. <3

  • RefurbMadness

    Thanks, jumarbye. I kind of get the mentality of these people, you know, except in my case it's me being an overcritical bitch, but yeah, you feel a certain way, you want to vocalize, but you know past a certain age you realize that there are boundaries within society and individual communities.

    Especially when it's something hateful. But Nexus has always been very permissive of racist and homophobic comments, so I can't say I'm surprised at the lack of boundaries people exhibit. Oh well.

    And thanks. I was startled to realize it was two+ years. Why we gotta take care of each other.

    Got Aria's second part written and that honestly helped. Gonna dive into other things as per the usual.

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