Hey guys! So I went somewhere this weekend and I learned some stuff that isn’t all that great. I don’t want to go into too much detail because it’s too heavy for me to cope with right now. But what I will say is that I am no longer posting mods on Nexus. I can’t deal with the stress, my tolerance for Nexus’ BS is too thin…I don’t want to be hosting mods there. This is the first step I am taking towards calmness and happiness.
I’M NOT SELF-BANNING. You can still reach me via PM, and I’ll still upload pics there from time to time.
Also, and I hate to say this because it’s been so long this way, but I can’t do requests anymore. It’s not a question of ability to perform a task (though it sort of is), it’s just that I don’t have the mental fortitude right now to engage in what is really a pretty delicate and stressful process. To those for whom I’ve made mods and such, this is not a slam on you! It’s just the nature of the beast, and I don’t have it in me.
I really don’t know of any time tables. At the moment I’m at the mercy of near-constant vertigo which is being managed via medication. So things I do are in short bursts and with an immobilized head some of the time. While the spread may not be very quick, what I do now is dictated by tolerance. So the things I do are things that are worthwhile to me on a personal level.
So what am I going to do now, exactly? I plan to keep writing as long as I can. I plan to keep modding as long as I can, and sharing what I make with you, if permissions allow (I’ll try to make sure they do).
And what a lovely segue into a mod you’ll be seeing in a couple of days! As soon as I got home today I put my nose to the grindstone and I fleshed this mod out and cleaned some stuff up, and here are some teaser shots! It’s utterly lore-unfriendly and won’t be up everyone’s alley. But if you’re old like I am and remember when it was dudes in crop-tops, you’ll be thrilled! Crop-tops, jeans, board shorts, fishnet, flipflops, leather…Lots and lots, and you’ll find out more very soon!
In the meantime, enjoy, and meet Zephyr’s new buddy Grinteeth by Thrwomp! He’s adorbs you should try him out.