Since Timberlake’s passing, I’m in complete disarray, and it wasn’t really dawning on me until recently. He really was like a child to me in that my entire world and life revolved around him, and so now with no walks or play times or any of that stuff, I’m very quickly realizing I have no idea what this empty time is, and while one would think it would be an easy thing to fill, for me it’s not. I’m not good at managing my time when I’m not in a state of mourning, and as it sets in that I have way more free time than I probably have ever had in my entire life, I just don’t know what to do. It’s like I have a handful of to-do’s and there’s a fifty-mile-long empty white board I need to put them on.
So, being that there’s things on the line and things needing to be done that aren’t being done, just because I don’t think about them, I’m kind of reaching out all kinds of places to see if there’s someone who is good with structure and wouldn’t mind lending me a few moments of their time to maybe jump-start me back into a rhythm that makes sense over looking at my basket of chores and wondering how they fit into something a hundred times their size. lol
If you can help, let me know. I’ll compensate you however I’m able. But video tutorials have to be made and they’d getting lost in a mud puddle of requests, larger projects, and ignored fanfiction. So if that mudpuddle can be mopped up a bit that would be awesome.
Anyway thanks for reading, any help is deeply appreciated.