No more Patreon, no more Discord

Some of you may have noticed that the Discord server has gone bye-bye, and I have disabled Patreon, as it wasn’t much more than a source of guilt, as those two darling people who shared with me just…never saw any return.

Ko-Fi is still up there, if you want to toss a coin into the hat. But that is it.I know what I am to all of you, and so I will keep doing what I’m doing. Mini-mod Tuesdays will still continue on their biweekly basis. I will still release bigger mods. I will still take screenshots. I will still post my fanfic.

Just give me space, give me time. I’m having a rough time, and the places I thought I could go for help have proven that I’m a burden and that I’m only a friend when I’m a chirpy little cheerleader. I like being that way, but I can’t do that all the time. And I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m not the perfect happy little vending machine.

See you Tuesday after next probably.

Edit: I felt like there wasn’t enough angst here so have some Henry Rollins. Pretty much all I had to say, though. Maybe I shoulda just posted this.


Edit Edit: I may or may not have been watching Beavis and Butthead and that reminded me of this song. So. As always, thank Mike Judge.


  • themiscyra

    I got concerned when I noticed Discord was down so I checked here. I’m sorry to hear you are feeling so down. I’m not sure what help I can offer but if you just need to vent you can pm me on Discord and I will listen.

    Take care.

    • RefurbMadness

      Thanks, Themiscyra. I think things have taken a positive turn, though. But that doesn’t mean we can’t still hang out on Discord if you should ever like to ^^

  • Kronoz

    I was surprised when I couldn’t find the Discord server. I’m so sorry if any of us made you feel like a burden, but I assure you you aren’t. Like, no chance.

    In any case, I’m not exactly the best person out there for this kind of things but… If you ever need someone that listens to you, I just want you to know I’m there. I will never judge.

    I know how it is to be depressed, so best wishes and I hope you feel better soon. 🙂

    • RefurbMadness

      No, no, no. Nobody did in particular. Skyrim has probably been kind of a poison to me for a long time, and with everything happening, it just blew up.

      I’m sorry for the abruptness of everything, too. Sometimes you just go blind for a moment.

      And thank you 🙂

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